I hate Saturday mornings
I think i cant say TGIF anymore.
i only can say TGISA (thank god its saturday afternoon)
its becuz of the friggin tuition.
if u dun do the homework u have to see the teacher's face colour. direct translation from chinese. then will kena scolding also.
then the lesson per stressful. sometimes the teacher will call out a person to answer some qn, and normally its hard.
then the whole class with the teacher's big eyes are staring at you.
i want to quit, but my english how?
everytime when i enter the classroom i have to be mentally prepared about whats going to happen later on.
i wonder how the rest of the ppl copes with it.
no wonder i can see albinos (with white hair) all arou-
ok enough joking.
i think my paper 2 improved quite a lot alr, but my compos and oral is giving me the headache.
and thats exactly what she's going thru for these past few weeks. but i hate her methods. confusing, cheem, alot of effort needed, bla.
now i cant even go to my cell group on friday nights in peace.
ok wadever.
u see what i say about taking naps at night?
slept at 9pm ytd, cuz was really tired. wanted to wake up at 11pm.
then i slept all the way till 6.45am
and 6.45am, i tot i would reach school very early, cuz normally i was late cuz i woke up at 7.15pm.
ite i only reached at 7.40pm. stupid.
and i was blur blur standing at the back of the hall wondering where's my class for 5 minutes.
P.E. a 'retest' for my pull ups.
tried my best alr, but still cant go up.
but when jianjun held my leg i surprisingly did 4. but thats counted as cheating. and its still tiring.
tried and tried and tried.
still got a big fat egg.
and now mr ong dun let us jump and go up straightaway, and also cannot use the legs to propel u upwards.
double trouble.
lessons lessons bla.
went to eat at T.mart with a few ppl.
junjie and winifred went for camp eagle, so the rest went to tamp library.
did the plane geometry ws. keep getting stuck at qns. but always can solve it ite.
i think maths is all about being creative.
you can always find a second method to get the answer if you twist and turn your brain.
lol secret formula for maths? or for plane geometry rather.
just think that the answer can always be found in the diagram. think that its just like... a game of spot the difference.
ok bad secret formula. but it works for me.
i've been caught up in some betrayal thing.
its like, wad betray? since when did i promise in anything.
it's still my choice.
tired tired. stupid moody weather.
the weather just dunno whats the meaning of neutral nowadays.
although i still love the inferno.
getting ready for guitar lesson.
see la i now cant even go for guitar lesson with peace. keep thinking about that teacher's face and her remarks about my laziness.
enough stress about having 9 subjects alr pls. why did i become so dumb to take up an extra subject.
the tuition is like a 10th subject.
enough about the tuition la.
I.want.to.S.H.I.T.
jk. i hate saturday mornings from now on. at least until the o lvls are over.
very tired. mentally tired actually. thinking about tml.
regrets regrets.
i think no one understands how i feel right.
to you it must be like 'tuition only wad wads the big deal'
but you will know when you join it.
God help me please!
~You'll Never Walk Alone~
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