只为爱上你 - S.H.E
The song so jolly.
Watched finish Down With Love alr.
Yesterday was at home the whole day, due to the sky.
It was totally dark from 4-6.
Was enjoying myself the whole day. Psp + Com + Tv.
Psp in the morning. Com in the afternoon, Tv at night.
I was watching this asia show on Mio about some ghost show. I think its retarded.
Cuz is like they got a picture about a small girl 'meditating' in the zoo, then at the surrounding got some 'smoke', which they claimed is spirit, and also the smoke is shaped like a 'face'. So in the zoo, they go around asking what is wrong with the picture, which is freaking lame.
Then without knowing the truth, they suddenly go experiment on kids, see whether they have supernatural powers. Then in the end no one got -.-
Then also they go interview one professor to talk about supernatural powers.
Like, WTH?! They were like jumping here and there. They also never ask the girl in the picture whether she have supernatural powers, then they suddenly go experiment on kids.
Worse still, the professor spent 10mins explaining the parts on the brain, and how people have supernatural powers.
The most UNscariest and lamest 'scary' show ever.
Only you know when going to the advertisement, they show some creepy scenes like the ones in Incredible Tales. With creepy music.
But after watching the show, i was like why am i watching this stupid show.
Today. Results day.
From the 2Maths and 3Sciences and E Geog, i got 2 A1s, 1A2, 2B3s, and 1B4.
From the aspect of a r1-er, its bad. But i dun really think so.
I saw some people's hard work had been paid off. Good for them.
Honestly, sometimes when i got back my paper, my mind is in a blank. Cuz i dunno what should i reflect on my marks. Sad, or not? Happy, or not? Should improve, or not?
Cuz i really wad should i do with my studies. Felt really confused.
After that, went eat with Rashid, Genghao, Jasper, Junjie, Liting.
Walked to Rashid's house then take bus.
Had a phone conversation.
I feel like playing a particular sport... Seems obvious what is it.
I've been left out by an old group of friends. But thats ok. Not only have i been used to it, but i feel that sometimes, you just have to let go. They have their own friends, own clique, so I feel its ok to leave out the past friends.
Im already satisfied and glad that i didnt ruin the friendship we used to have. We need not be friends again, and i thank them for the memories they gave me.
Oh gosh why are my eyes teary...
Its time to move on. I should stop being childish and 守株待兔.
I have so many things to handle too anyway.
But i will be very happy if they invite me to play the sport...
I dun think there's a need for miracles. Its just a sms or a phone call away.
It will happen if they still treat me as a friend. If not, gah. Then forget it.
Why is my nose runny...
My present life is good enough alr. Isn't it? Or... is it?
~You'll Never Walk Alone.~
Why must our brain be so complicated. Why must I keep thinking of stuff that i shouldn't think. Where is the delete button from my brain?! I dun wan the delete button to delete the memories of those friends. But i want to delete away... you.
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