Fight For This Love - Cheryl Cole
Ashley Cole's wife... Or is it ex-wife?
Respect, one of the core values of the school, and ironically, theres this teacher who didnt respect me.
If im the offered the role, and im not the one doing it, im fine with it.
But if i got the role that YOU gave me, and u chose to let other ppl do it, then thats really not fair.
I already knew long ago didnt want me to have this role. And when theres any role regarding me, you will send ANOTHER PERSON FIRST then me to do it.
Have you give any respect for me? Then wy did u give me that role? Or is it you give me because of my family? To put it crudely, to save face?
I dun wan to be called someone's brother, someone's friend, bla bla.
I want to be myself. I've got sick and tired of it since primary school.
Can somebody do that? So far, no. Im always a shadow of someone else.
And now, i have to face her every week for lessons.
And im not gonna do any single thing for her anymore. Luckily im not helping her set up the computer anymore.
She just doesn't see all the hard work i've done for her.
Rashid doesn't want to let ego know what he wrote.
Contradictory, i actually wanted to let her see this.
I guess she doesn't know how im feeling.
Honestly, she 看小我.
I dunno if its because of my small-build size.
...
Ok anger's over, what's anger me has been forgiven, i hope.
Today school was ok. Chem was boring, Eng was boring. But i actually got 20/30 from... nothing. I only had good sentence constructions from my simple english and nothing else.
Honestly ppl, im not trying to brag, but its not even considered a 19 or 18.
SO, dun be pissed with me or sth. Cuz i know thats very common.
Physics. Got this new programme which can enable ppl to use multiple mouses at one time. So the computer can have 10 mouses like that. But the lesson goes haywire. Some mouse cannot detect. Then after can detect, other mouse cannot detect.
So we only had about 20minutes of lesson. Do in class better. Like nearer to the computer.
And ppl keep throwing cloths which make me very irritated.
Bio. Happy with my result. Yes, im finally happy with something i've achieved despite all the hesitating.
I really have to change my disliking studying mindset.
Before assembly, someone said something which made me wanting to shout at the person. But i didnt knew if thats the intention that person is trying to mean, so i rather not say anything.
Assembly got drums stuff. Quite nice.
Was desperate for someone to draw on my back, cuz i like that feeling strangely. Dunno why.
Last time in primary 2-4 i have this friend who always help me draw on the back during assembly. Then we decided to sit next to each other and draw on each other's backs -.-
We didnt care what other ppl think of us. .gays LOL.
Went to eat with Junjie, Rashid, Genghao. Nothing much to talk about cuz i can barely hear what they are saying -.-
Why cant i on the com everyday like everyone else? grr...
My 1st time in dunno how many months i've on my com for 3 days in a row. Yay.
Mid-year's coming... Who cares.
Is there a poly course thats related to sports? I only know sports science or sth. Thats what natalia took.
I want know more. Like something to do with maths and sports bla bla. but NOT kinematics that kind.
Cuz that sucks.
Bye.
~You'll Never Walk Alone.~
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