What you've looking for has been here the whole time... You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
I spent half an hour thinking of how to start this.
Because, i suck at expressing myself.
ICY COLD
Im disappointed that some people just treat a person coldly. For the people reading this, whisper to yourself that these people isn't you. Cuz i also dun really like blogging or ranting about people negatively and just indirectly although quite straightforward, the person is you.
Ironically, me myself treat other people coldly too, and i overlooked their kindness towards me, and their efforts in trying to be closer to me. But now, i finally realised it. What i've looking for has been here the whole time. And in the end, i just treat these people coldly and try to make friends with others. I was wrong. Come to think of it, I was so stupid. Im lucky these people didnt give up, for about 3 months.
I thank God so much for having these people now.
But, i will still try to be nice to those cold people, like those people who didnt give up on me.
And, i will try to be NICER to those who didnt give up.
A much improved me :)
I still can remember how haolian i was when i was in lower sec. And i didnt realise it. Then this person told me this verse: 'Those who exalts themselves will be humbled, and those who humbles themselves will be exalted.' It's not really the exact verse la, but then this verse is stuck into my head.
But now, i dun think people called me exalter alr :) Thinking of my arrogance and proudness last time, make me so ashamed of myself, if anyone can still remember it. And i think some people will like think that foolish things that you do, only you remember, others forget. Right?
Happy, but there's still more to improve. Like i treat people coldly. AND I VERY TALK. Must change.
Lag
I know that i am very lag in terms of music. The worse one is that songs that are very popular 2 years ago, i now then know.
But hey, so what? Not everyone must be as 'in' as you (not talking about you). Im just so disappointed that someone really criticised you for their suakuness and lagginess. JUST disappointed. But i dun care.
I dun need to be like blabla's album came out today or yesterday, then let someone listen, then that someone dunno wad the song is, then I say 'OMG, thats like so, 20hours ago!' -.- Not that exaggerating, but i dun need to be that. AND im not stating this example from anyone.
Resolutions
I still haven't made resolutions for this year. I dun need "very 'in'" people to tell me 'Resolutions? Thats like so, 24^2 hours ago!' I can choose when to make my own resolutions.
Er... I think i have a very strong hatred for very 'in' people. LOL. nvm...
1. Grow to 1.7m by end of this year.
I know it sounds impossible, but NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. Growing more than 10cm per year. I know it's 100% impossible (without God) for people who have already passed their puberty stage, but im still growing. It's not impossible at all. And in 2011, my resolution will be 1.8m.
Romans 12:12 'Rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfast in prayer.'
This verse rox! I wan advertise this 'calendar' to people: elim art 'The Steps Of A Succesful Christian. Inspiration for Everyday'. This calender will give verses day be day on like 'prayer, trusting, love, humility'
2. Read bible (PLEASE!!!)
Im not really on fire and spiritual. I only opened my bible when im in cell grp meetings and church services(sadly). I think even reading a few 'books' would be good. U know, like Book of Matthew, etc.
One good advantage is that i wont have to go to the content page to find the 'book' when pastor tells us to flip to that book. Then I have to rush to write down the verses and finding the verses in the book. Happens to me every week. Later got 1 very 'in' person say 'U now then flip to there? It's like so... 1.89 seconds ago!'
3. O lvls - Just hecking win my brother.(!!!)
He got 8 points. Minus 4, he got 4 points. ZZ. To win him, i must get 2 or 3 points? Like that i inside straits times alr. Ok not so exaggerating. But its hard. For the fact that i ǝʇɐɥ studying. THANKS SIYING for the upside down words!
Its not really resolution for this year, cuz the O lvl results coming out next year. But, now is 24 Jan. So, my this year is until 24Jan 2011! That would give me more time for me to grow 10cm too! -.-
4. Play field soccer for 6 times [or play soccer (street or field) 10 times]
I already played once this year, and its already like the best day ever. I know, its only single-digit, so little, but it means alot to me. Ya u know, soccer means alot to me -.-
Ok i cant think of anymore. Just 4, so little. You may think it's little, but just multiply the no. to how many times this magic no. came out in my IC no., and its alot. FYI i not trying to tell ppl my IC no.!
Hate people when they keep saying, 'your Ic no. so cool! S94 bla bla...' and 'if you one baby earlier you will be S94 bla bla...' ZZ
DAILY HIGHLIGHTS
Did you notice i organised my post? Cuz always very messy one.
Yesterday, went to church. Great sermon. Must save money for Arise and Build :)
Chionged E Maths TYS until 1.30am ytd, but still cant finish.
Today, finished TYS :) Went jogging today. It's not actually jogging, but is RUNNING. At the finish line, i was wheezing. That's how bad it was. Cuz i was torturing myself, and i ran like crazy.
Did not meet my expectation. I wanted to run within 25minutes, but in the end, i ran 25min 18sec -.- Quite close. I deproved again -.-
Btw, Off The Pill vids rox! And i love Taylor Swift now. Im lag again -.- Love watching parodies too. Venetian Princess, and Hitler! Shane Dawson vids are funny too LOL
GOD BLESS HAITI.
~You'll Never Walk Alone.~
¡ǝǝɥǝǝʇ
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