It's 5 days away to the O'Levels...
and i still dun feel the Force/Area !!!
Why?!
I know im gonna regret it, but no choice. no feeling that means no feeling.
im like an empty bao... no filling.
Its time to freak out.
~You'll Never Win Again~
~You'll Never Win Anymore~
~You'll Never Win Anything~
~You'll Never Walk Again~
~You'll Never Walk Anymore~
~You'll Never Win Alone~
~You'll Never Walk Alone~
choose any one of them.
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Monday, October 18, 2010
Photograph - Nickelback
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Wednesday, October 13, 2010
We should take ownership of our dreams
每个人都要为自己的梦想负责。。。
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Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Treasure
For the first time in my life, i feel that being a mentally strong person, is not good at all.
An incident yesterday, woke me up.
I am really sad and disappointed. But the main reason is not about what happened recently.
I am disappointed, with myself.
If someone asks me what do i treasure in life yesterday, i can give answers confidently.
But if someone asks me this question now, i cant really give an answer that im sure of.
After almost 16 years in my life, i still dunno what am i doing with my life. I've lost control of my life.
I can say that im mentally strong, having a really 'metal heart'. But with this 'plus' point, am i really human?
There are three deaths, that gave me the same kind of emotion.
First, its my maternal grandmother's death in 2006.
Secondly, it was one of my wushu coaches.
The cause of his death was really sad and tragic.
He did taught me one to one before, and although we did not talk through conversations before, we were considered close. He knew me, i knew him.
In the end, very little emotions were stirred up.
Thirdly, it was Mr Joseph Lim.
i cant really say that 'he didnt teach me before' as an excuse.
Cuz i respected him as a teacher, ever since i got to know his name in secondary 2.
And i didnt get worked up, or cried because of the loss.
Again, the sadness was just so minimal.
I love to kick balls whenever im stressed or frustrated.
And my emotions are just like the energy in the ball.
Whenever i kicked the ball, the ball flies very fast. After hitting the wall, the ball slowly bounces back to me.
With every kick of the ball, i will feel less stressed or less angry.
Am i actually a cruel, stoic, uncaring, self-centered, cold-blooded person?
Why cant i treasure the things that i may lose one day?
In my whole life, i am only sure of one correct path that im taking right now.
And that is, the path towards the cross.
For everything else, i dont know.
idk, the answer that i have been using so often to hide myself in sheep's clothing.
R.I.P
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